Sometimes, feel like im trapped in a room with walls surrounding me. Its a long room, almost like a street. Im alone in this room, and the walls are glass. There are people looking in on me, watching me. Im crying, and screaming for help, and they just sit there watching me struggle. They can hear me, and they try to break through the glass, but I cant hear them. I'm just alone, in a long, narrow, silent, dark room.

I have that night mare often. Usually when im stressed. For about 4 years now, I have been trying to figure out what this dream meant, What this dream was really all about. Now, I have it.

The room, that is dark, alone, and narrow, represents our lives. We each have our story and our own struggles, that are one of a kind. Some people might have some stories that are similar to others, but nobody's are ever the exact same. The screaming and crying are really my screams and cries for help, and the reason I cant hear the people reaching out to help me is because, they dont know. They 'understand' what we are going through but they are not in the situation. Thats why we are never really healed from our pain, because only we can feel the pain and know what its like.

But ... there is one person who knows exactly what we are going through because hes the one who decided that we were though enough for the battle. God.

he is the only one who can break through the glass and pull you out of the dark, narrow, silent, and lonely room.
-GracIe.

Introducing me.

weeeelll. Some of you might know me and some of you might not. I am somewhat or a runner. im 5'2. I love love love tall boys. My all time favorite movie is The Sandlot. My favorite color is pink. May parents are divorced. I have 2 cats and 3 dogs. 2 out of 5 have stupid names. Mr.Boots and Bagel. Yeah. I named them. When I grow up I want to move to New York and become a writer, and if that doesn't happen, i"ll become a teacher. I cry every single time I see the Notebook, or the last episode of Friends. Every single time. Im a brunette, but dye my hair red. I'm a wanna be ginger. I love and live for God. My church family is the best family. I believe in song lyrics. I believe that praying helps with every single problem. I will fight for what I believe in. I do believe in gay marriage. No, im not gay, I just believe that it is their relationship with God, so dont try to get in the middle of it. The best book I have ever read was The Giver. Great book, you should go read it. I believe in second chances. I believe that people can change. Hate is a very strong word, but so is love. Science is my worst subject. I just dont care about balancing chemical equations. Stripes confuse me, I just dont like them. I have a sister. yay. I watch Jenna Marbles every Wednesday. When I become rich and famous, I shall fall in love with a very hot, tall, dark boy, and travel the world. I have sooo many freckles. I swear, they will all blob together and my face will become black.

Im not sure what this blog will be about. Maybe some days it will be about how crapy my day was, or about how fantastic it was. Maybe it will be about me trying something on Pinterest that just didn't work. Maybe it will be inspiring, or maybe it will be advice. It shall be a whatever, it is what it is blog. All I know is, we all go through life wondering whats next, asking what if, and asking why. Dont do that. We only have one life to live, and no matter how we live it, we wont make it out alive. Do what you want.

-GracIe.